Memories of the worst day of my life are followed by a week of traumatic memories - surgery, pain, visitation, a funeral. Each day they are played like a broken record on the turntable of my heart.Â
Our lives also have some surprises - many times devastating things in our lives - and we wonder what God is doing. How could He possibly have allowed this to happen? Â
There is so much in my mind and heart that flows easily to my fingertips and onto the computer screen. It usually comes with tears and memories, but it's a method of healing. Painful - yes. Worth it - absolutely.